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As I read the Wishcasting this morning,
I had to laugh out loud because once 
again Jamie has tuned in to exactly 
where my thoughts have been the last 
few days!




This month has been all about working with my word of the year 
in a tangible way.  Part of my 'emergence' for this month has been
setting  dates for my ecourses, creating a Facebook page for myself 
and my business.

As I've emerged and shined my light, I've had some darkness emerge
through fear, self doubt and other ways I've held myself back.  Rather 
than sink into this darkness, I made the choice to get some coaching 
to support me as I take these steps into the wider world.  

I'm moving towards heights I couldn't imagine even a year ago and 
I've still got a ways to go.  Even though the success mountain I've 
created in my mind seems to be towering above me, I still feel like 
I can reach the top.  

So what heights do I wish to reach?

I wish to reach a height where my business can sustain me 
while I sustain it.  A height that allows me and my family the 
freedom to dream bigger and share from our abundance.
I don't know how high that height is but I believe it is 
deeply intertwined in who I am right now and who I am becoming.

Perhaps that mountain I talked about may not even be 
as high as I thought it was.

 

In Memoriam

05/28/2012

 
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They do this every year my beautiful town
put up flags and the names of honored soldiers
with which war they were in.  

These were hometown men who gave their
lives for our country.  Sitting on a bench looking 
out over the sea of crosses and flags, I think of 
my father and my father in law, my brother, 
my uncle, my cousin, my brother in law, 
my husband and my friends who have served or are currently serving in some fashion.  There is something honorable in these people who choose to give up freedoms we take for granted.  

As the wind picks up and the flags unfurl, my heart floods with love in memoriam for those that served in US military.  Those who have died and those who've come back to heal from their wounds.  

May we honor your wartime sacrifices by working harder for peace.

 
 
My intuition is an amazing gift from Goddess.  
It undoubtedly rocks.  hard.  

I didn't alway think it did and learning to trust my intuition has 
been a rewarding and challenging experience. As I grew to honor 
and trust the wisdom I was being given as a gift picked especially for me,  
I unleashed the full power.  My gratitude grew, I opened to receiving it 
and Goddess amplified more of this wisdom back to me. 

My intuitive voice has become a trusted ally in my practice of 
alignment with my high priestess self. 

I became an Intuitive Jedi.  

And while I haven't mastered moving stuff with the 
power of my mind (YET!) I can tell you from personal experience
trusting your intuition is an awesome journey of self discovery.  

Your intuition is awesome and for 6 weeks this Summer I 'm going to show you 
how to rock it for yourself.
I'm super proud of this e course because it is going to rock your knitted and store bought socks off! Intuition Boot Camp is designed to get you in touch with your intuitive voice so you can use wisdom you find within to live your best life.  

As we journey together through video and audio lessons, meditation and writing
assignments, as well as little surprises along the way, you will learn to take
actionable steps that will help you find out what your intuitive style is, 
develop a working relationship with your intuition and work with tools to deepen
your connection.  

As you work through each of these steps, you will grow more
confident in the truth that you really do have intuitive abilities and can use those
abilities as a bridge to connect to divine energy flowing within you. 
 
It serves as a powerful reminder that YOU are Goddess.

Summer Session begin June 20th

Registration is now open for 20 participants.


 
 
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Today on Wishcastimg Jamie asks

"what do you wish to walk away from?" 

I have to admit it took a little time for me to get 
really clear with this wish because all the things

I was coming up with at first are rooted in what I truly wish this Wednesday.

I wish to walk away from those limiting voices and habits.  

They keep me from fully experiencing the Goddess given abundance 
I know in my heart is within me and for me.

As my word of the year EMERGE works it's magic on me, 
I'm discovering so many old tapes running through my head 
that contain limiting beliefs and as I root out those I've discovered 
they are tied to habits which no longer serve me my highest good. 
Fortunately I have some gray tools for clearing and reprogramming 
them but it is not an overnight process. 

And as I root out these self imposed limitations, I wish to walk with love and 
reverence toward those voice and habits that reinforce the spaciousness of abundance.

 

Remember

05/15/2012

 
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Again?

We start every morning out this way his head cradled against me for morning snuggles. Where once his whole body rested in my arms,now his lanky limbs sprawl out under the covers as we talk about what's on the agenda for today, what sweet dreams he had and what's for breakfast. I lean in with my camera and he sighs "again??" "yes again." I respond knowing right now he's only speaking in jest.

But there will come a day when he no longer seeks me out in the morning and I want to remember...

 
 
I want you to know that I still hear your voice sometimes 
when I answer the phone. It startles me when I realize it
was my own voice I was hearing.

I still feel your hands guiding me as I cook a meal to feed
family and friends. I still see you in both my children. 
And when the youngest says something super cute that 
I know you'd enjoy, I hold it all in my heart in the place 
reserved just for you.


There is so much love and grace in my life now
I wish to share with you. 

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So I'll whisper it all to a dandelion and as I blow
I know where ever you are now, my love will find you.

Some how it will all find you.

Happy Mother's Day Mom

 
 
The Ocean breaths in
The ocean breaths out
My breath comes ragged and short as I run to Mama Mer

The ocean breaths out
The ocean breaths in
My breath lengthens matching her pace

Tears salty and strong flow down my checks as I release 
the tension of months being land locked. I dig deeper emptying
my cells of hurt and sadness until only gratitude and joy remain.

I breath out my brokenness as offering
Mama Mer offers whole ness back
 

Change

05/05/2012

 
Standing on the cliff edge I stare out into the unknown my pulse quickening 
my muscles twitching and tightening with every breath.


"Stay here," my ego says "Right here is where you are safe!! 
Things are familiar here! You don't know what's out there..


I reach

REACH

reach out trying to grab a handhold 
on the next part of my path.

Slowly inching my foot forward, I feel as if I am shuffling 
in the darkness avoiding landmines or at the very least a few Legos.
There is nothing beneath my feet and nothing to grab ahold to.


I bring my hand back to my heart, take a deep breath and leap...