Afraid of adversity
Afraid of sharing my gifts and showing up
Afraid of gaining everything I've ever wanted
Afraid of shining too brightly
Afraid of ridicule and rejection
and loosing everything I have.
But I am changing
Sharing my gifts
Shining brighter each day
There has been some adversity...mostly of my own making as I've
cleaned out self-defeating habits.
And there has been some rejection and ridicule
Because we're human and we like things to stay the same.
It's more comforting to have things stay consistent
Change is a bit scary to everyone
because it can feel like a tumble cycle in a washing machine.
Some relationships, habits, and other things in life can be right for the time and not right as we open ourselves to new thought and new ideas
It's all part of the process
I continue to learn to trust the process
with as much grace and ease as I can.