Being Open to Beginning Again

In my journal I've been working with the part of me that's been struggling with coming back to this blog and getting consistent with sharing here.  I had to sift through a whole host of reasons (nothing to say, what if I don't sound professional, what if I fail, what if I really don't know what I'm doing, how much personal stuff do I share...) but in the end it came down to this...

Following other's ideas of on how to write a blog post wasn't working for me.

This was creating a tug of war inside of me between how I think a *professional* works and how my spirit + the spirit of Goddess Tea House works together to co-create this space.  I wanted to do this blog thing the *right way* aka "do it perfect or not at all"  yep...that old perfectionism got in my way again.  

One thing I learned while training for my first 5K (I'll share some of that story next week) is that each time I laced up my shoes I was beginning again.  What I did the day before was over and while it counted in the long run it still has no bearing on what I need to do today. 


I had to choose to begin again and again.

So here I am applying that same wisdom here.  My goal is to work with the Elements to create a firm but flexible structure for this blog.  What does that look like?  A weekly update on how I'm connecting with the Elements to make the dream of Goddess Tea House becoming a thriving healing space for people to gain support in making their dreams + goals come true.  These blog posts (and eventually videos too) will give you a taste of how I work as a Natural Rhythms Creation Coach and Elemental Forces of Creation Oracle Practitioner.  I'll share where I'm at with this goal as well as my other dreams & goals because in the end they're connected by a common thread: helping me to live an exceptional life and helping you to have permission by osmosis.  

I'm definitely scared to begin again because this feels so vulnerable...quite different than how I was trying to force myself to work before.  But I trust that this is going to be an amazing journey.  
And if you've been hanging around for a while or you're new here, thanks for sharing my journey.

Love~

Dionne