Some unresolved things I thought I had dealt with from my
childhood with my alcoholic dad have come up. I found this pocket of anger around how his inability to take responsibility for his actions have shaped my habits today...like how I become overly concerned about developing an addiction of any kind. Even though I've done quite a bit of work to heal our relationship before and after he passed away, it feels like there's still so much more to do. I wrote a little more about the challenge of embracing the shadow It's sometimes tough work but I do have a really effective tool to help me for which I am really grateful. So Jamie asks today, 'What do you wish to let go of?" This is perfect timing because we are within the New Moon in Scorpio, which brings shadow in any area of your life to light and helps you to clear your watery emotional realm. Obviously I've been shown the shadows that need clearing. So tonight with the help of Scorpio new moon, I wish to let go of the shadows of addiction that have come back up. I wish to gain a deeper understanding of him and his human experience so I can truly let go of the anger while sending him forgiveness, compassion and love on his rainbow journey. 25/10/2011 23:57:10
Oh, good one Dionne, I completely resonate with this issue and your post gave me some things to think about. Thank you. As Dionne wishes for herself, I wish for her also. Beth
Boslyn Blue
26/10/2011 00:36:51
Beautiful Dionne...and something that applies to each of us in our own way. Blesings to you this New Moon!
As you wish for yourself, so I wholeheartedly wish for you. 26/10/2011 11:33:25
{big hug} With you all the way. 26/10/2011 12:22:19
Great wishing...!! 29/10/2011 00:37:52
I grew up with an alcoholic father as well. Life has been so different for all of us since he has been sober... now that he is 80 he has practically forgotten all the negative of those days and as for me? I am over it, too. Strange how that happened. There was a time I never thought I would get to this level of forgiveness and peace, but I have. Comments are closed.
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