First understand...then let go

Some unresolved things I thought I had dealt with from my
childhood with my alcoholic dad have come up.
I found this pocket of anger around how his inability to
take responsibility for his actions have shaped
my habits today...like how I become overly concerned
about developing an addiction of any kind.

Even though I've done quite a bit of work to heal our relationship
before and after he passed away, it feels like there's still so much
more to do.  I wrote a little more about the challenge of embracing the shadow
It's sometimes tough work but I do have a really effective tool to
help me for which I am really grateful. 

So Jamie asks today, 'What do you wish to let go of?"

This is perfect timing because we are within the
New Moon in Scorpio, which brings shadow in
any area of your life to light and helps you to
clear your watery emotional realm.

Obviously I've been shown the shadows that
need clearing.

So tonight with the help of Scorpio new moon,
I wish to let go of the shadows of addiction
that have come back up. 

I wish to gain a deeper understanding of him
and his human experience so I can truly let go of
the anger while sending him forgiveness, compassion
and love on his rainbow journey.