WHO I AM

I am a hobbit.  I love beautiful things
Rich desserts, vibrant colors,  and luxurious
textures.  Such finery is my kryptonite.  
I also love the simple elegance of delicate 
patterns and handmade goods
 
I love Goddess deeply.  I see her inside of me 
and all around me.  Not just archetypally
but real...breathing...alive.
She is living through me.

I resisted her calling for a long time but I've 
come to accept this is part of who I was born 
to be.  And I wouldn't have my path to her be 
any other way.

I laugh heartily and love deeply.  I grieve loss 
as passionately as I celebrate new beginnings.

I integrate fun into the seriousness  of spiritual work.  
I speak geek and weave geek into my Priestessing
any time I can.

I am slow to change.
It takes me a very long time
to get things together.  

I sneak peaks at all possible outcomes 
in choose your own adventure books 
before picking which one I want.  I wish 
life was that way.

I suck at letting go.  

Even when I know something or someone is 
not in alignment with my highest good. 
I puzzle endlessly over disagreements trying 
desperately to make things alright between us.  
And I mourn that loss too.  Sometimes years later.

I forget my boundaries and let my 
fear take control.  I am so much 
more afraid than I thought 
possible since my mom died.

And somehow I still manage to find my way. 

I reach out.

I seek

I share what I've learned.  

I keep moving forward
No matter how slowly

I keep. moving. forward.